you can call off the search party.

stop.

I know what you are thinking, and you are right.

it has been a ridiculously long time since I blogged.

I know you are worried

you don't know where I have been.

you don't know what my life is.

you haven't met my cat!

you would call, but fear that you would only get a voicemail.

you would write, but you have no stamps.

Im sorry.

Im very sorry

because it is not fair

for me to disappear

and then reappear without

apologizing and feeling bad

for what I have done.

I know.

I know you are upset

I can feel the awkward tension

but it's ok.

because here I am.

soon, I will catch you up.

soon, you will be satisfied.

and don't worry,

because I don't have a cat.